please let me know
no one knows the purpose of life, but i keep thinking about it.
i think it's just kind of who i am, i wonder about it a lot and i usually want to find purpose in my actions.
lately i'm wondering what the reason to keep living is.
no, i'm not thinking of anything dangerous but i'm feeling very down and lost.
i recently read a post on a popular korean forum where the writer was questioning why she had to live when every day felt so dreadful and tedious.
she said she had a pretty average life with no big difficulties but still, life felt so heavy and dreary.
i could empathize heavily with her, and i started to wonder what i'm living for as well.
yes, i have goals i want to achieve, but when every step feels so difficult to take, i become unsure as to whether or not i want to keep trying for those goals.
i'm curious as to what other people think and what keeps you continuously taking steps.
if you have any thoughts i'd love to hear them, on my guestbook or via email (dearpj@proton.me).